Wow, as I am closing this chapter called 2017 I can’t help but just to recap and think about this year from start to finish. Sitting here and writing this post is even kind of weird for me because honestly this the first time where I can say, ‘I have no complaints about the year’
The year started off rocky wit depression, anxiety and the lose of so much put in a place of where I couldn’t do it. I felt lost, lost from myself and who I was while trying to navigate the waters of adulthood. ‘Ding Dong, Life is at the door’😩😂🤦🏾♂️. It was hard to not only see me myself as I was, but to see my friends worry about me really showed and changed my mindset about how I had to structure my life.
Of course I hid behind my smile and personality for minute to hide what I was going through, even using my blogs as just ‘covers’ to hide my true emotion. I couldn’t do that anymore, I had lost too much and see when you ‘feel’ the bottom, a certain type of humbleness comes about yourself.
It’s like, you can kick me down but you fadamn-sho not kicking me out. Period. So during the summer I picked myself up, dusted myself off and said, “Ok, I’m back. Let’s go!” See when I was going through everything, that was my most vulnerable and that’s where I got closer to the BIG OG. God broke me because I needed to broke. So when I got saved, I knew something was about to happen..and boy did it happen. 😏
Got accepted and passed my first semester of Graduate School at GV, successfully celebrated one year of my company being born, being blessed to work and have my own apartment. All I can do is be humbly thankful. I have lost some people along my journey and some that I have gained. I appreciate the lessons from each relationship that has come into and that are in my life.
2017 was a a year of silent transformation, eager humbleness, unrealized maturity and a new ambition. So I thank you for the good, bad and the ugly because 2018 is about to be the start of something big. PERIOD.
HAPPY NEW YEAR! 🎉🎉🎉